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I wrote this track after a really bad break-up that was my fault. I had to dig really deep and soul search to figure out how I could do the things I did. This is one of the first songs I've ever written, with the help of a talented friend of mine, Adien Lewis. I hope you enjoy and share a really deep moment of mine through this song.
lyrics
Verse 1:
If you were to ask me why
Or how I could live with all the lies
I couldn’t even really tell you
Kept my eyes closed, but now they’re open wide
The guilt is killing me inside
Didn’t know I had so many issues
Pre-Hook:
How could I do this?
Why did I let it get this far?
I know that I loved you
Yet I allowed myself to break your heart
Chorus
I gotta dig real deep
So that I could find relief
I know I’ll be at peace
Once the truth sets me free
I need a little self interrogation
Self Interrogation
I need a little self interrogation
Self Interrogation
Verse 2:
My mistakes keep playin’ in my mind
Answers to questions I can’t seem to find
Don’t know if time can heal these open wounds
Now all I want to do is run and hide
But I know I gotta make this right
And one day be able to tell you
Pre-Hook:
How I could do this
And why I let it get this far
Whoa, and prove I loved you
Even though I broke your heart
Chorus:
Bridge:
I think I’ve fallen down
And it’ll take a while to get up
So lost, still trying to figure it out
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